♥

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 07:29:14 GMT

school starts in 13 days ):
so little time before the first review of our PDs.
suddenly i wanna redo my flash animation.
it looks really half assed somehow.
ugh. i wanted to start on my html.
but guess what. i totally forgot how to start. awesomezx,
my designs and ideas look good on paper but recreating them on the computer is a totally different thing.

throw in the stress of FYP
deciding on which topic : web multimedia or interactive multimedia.
choosing what to do for the chosen topic.
arghzxz..in school now. so little time, so much to do :x

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 15:38:29 GMT

was supposed to go to hort park for photography.
in the end, no one wanted to go, so i decided to head down to edmund's place to get my camera.
first time experience travelling past boonlay to pioneer mrt station.
so i told edmund to come get me on his bicycle since i didnt feel like taking the bus.
it was a real eye opener for me. i didnt even know there were people living past boonlay :/
its like a countryside as compared to places like bt batok and even choa chu kang.
for one, i didnt see a shopping center at all :O
the next few stations i wanna go see would be jookoon, the circle line stations and the sengkang punggol area.
hahah cheap thrill -.- but yes, i havent been to ALL the mrt stations in singapore okay.

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 17:23:52 GMT

im trying not to get affected by you.
but its damn hard you know ?
you're like a totally different person altogether.
why the sudden change?
where's the old you? the one that i like ):

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 16:50:02 GMT

somehow,
somewhere,
something went wrong.
i dont know what happened.
then again, i might be thinking too much.
im scared of what the outcome is gonna be.
this feels like deja vu all over again.

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 17:58:12 GMT

15th.
met up with werty and victor for alif.
not bad, had a really great time bitching and chatting over prata
went to shop and save after that cause werty wanted to buy milk.
i swear we walked around the entire place at least 5 times.
werty kept promoting himself as a good house husband / good cook.
we should have more prata sessions. it brings out the bitchy person in you. hahah

16th.
met up with didm at cwp to get ruiqi's present.
everyone didnt know what to get for her.
in the end, settled on a pink levis watch with bling.
went to her place and played some 'king' game.
the person who draws the 'king' card gets to choose what he wants the others to do.
i had to lick danny's neck, jaron had to kiss danny's cheek, daryl had to give ruiqi a lapdance.
pictures were taken, can be considered "scandals going on at ruiqi's birthday"
after that..makan..played blind mice at the playground.
not bad..overall body workout.
went to drink after that. i think i drank too much,
mixed vodka with vodka..after that, for the first time, i actually felt high.
light headed..couldnt really walk properly but was still sober.\
cabbed to woodlands and caught the mrt home.
alighted at gombak with werty and victor.
many thanks to victor for walking me home (: much appreciated yo.

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 15:26:05 GMT

holiday day #1

spent it at home ):
was supposed to go to school for stock photography but shit happened luh.
okay so anyway it was rather productive i guess.
finished my flash for my PD's home page.
now whats left is to get it fixed because everytime i enter in actionscript codes, i get some runtime error shizz..
after that..painted my canvas..turned out pretty nice.
finally, made snowmen out of jumping clay. not bad as well :D

so thats how the first day of my holiday was spent.
now alif with emo and werty :D

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 18:17:23 GMT

computer animation UT was real disappointing.
i know i could've done better :(
okay its over. no use moping about it.
only thing to do is to score kick ass results in UT 3

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 15:13:43 GMT

second thoughts :(

what a sucky way to start the holidays .
pfft. if there wasnt UT today, i wouldnt have gone to school :/
ugh. but thankfully its computer animation and not programming?
the number of people in class today is only 12. hahah. joke mann.

why spoil the holiday mood with UT ?! :'(

on a happy note,
i got my wacom today :D

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 12:06:57 GMT

its almost the end of '09 !
in 18 more days, it'll be '10. amazing huh?
time flies when you're with good company.
looking back, i've had many good times with the didm people.
picture post on the 30th maybe.

to that special someone:
spend new year's with me?
i've always wanted to catch the new year's fireworks :D

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 09:40:56 GMT

suddenly, there is nothing to do on the internet anymore.
facebook got boring. people pointlessly updating their statuses just to be seen.
i guess the only time i like facebook is when im in school,
when the whole class is on facebook bitching about how boring the lesson is,
or how the faci sucks big time, or who wants to skip the rest of the lesson. but on a saturday, facebook is just a big blah.. ugh. working tomorrow at 8am. how no life right, working on a sunday.
its not that i hate working on weekends, its just that the job sucks big time.
when i first started out at GWC, i enjoyed work the people were nice, my colleagues were awesome.
now at panjang, working is a major pain in the ass. the customers are asses.
seriously. they're the 'i am the PAYING customer therefore i am better than you' type.
one little mistake like the wrong bread used and they kick up a fuss. i mean, seriously, would it kill to try a change of breads? if it was me, i wouldnt have cared. and if the subway person told me "sorry but we've used the wrong bread, is it still okay?"
i would've said "yeah its okay. i dont mind trying a different bread"
at panjang, say that to the customer and expect a "no no, i want the honey oat bread,can you change it."
and no, its not a question, its a statement. pfft
hello better job, please find me. samm! are ben and jerry's still hiring?!
hire me pleeeeeeeze! :O
anyways, on a lighter note, my 3week holiday is just 3 days away.

and here's my to do list:
start on my flash animation for PD

practice the guitar edmund! practice with me eh! teach me chords and i'll teach you tabs :D

photography, photography, photography with edmund and jaron (anyone else interested? leave me a msg :D)
hopefully edmund's camera will be out from the hospital by then.

island creamery, ikea meatballs and maybe all my other food cravings with jaron :D
lets go to ikea tampines again please! i wanna see their christmas stuff :D

clean out entire room.
i need to throw away a lot of things!

alif / al azhar with victor and werty
eh, keep saying go eat go eat. now holidays coming..must really go eat! dont fly aeroplane >.<

meet up with val and shop for xmas present materials / catch up session
18th right ? :D

try and get better at python / php
hahah. joke. but at least i'll try to study so my ut grades wont be so ~~Fantastic~~ Fucked

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 06:03:02 GMT

i want! ):

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 12:16:29 GMT

today was nice ♥

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 02:28:51 GMT

for the first wednesday ever, i actually find computer animation hard.
im having a creative block of some sort..
i cant seem to think of how i want my animation to look like.
ugh.

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 14:23:55 GMT

this is going to be a long entry, lets hope livejournal has sufficient space.
red underlines = hahah english fail.

okay so as some of you might know, someone close to me has come under fire because of a simple misunderstanding. his then friend told him that he was bisexual. and because my friend didnt contact him, paranoid said friend then assumed that my friend was avoiding him and thus, the huge tagboard war / blog defamation started. what the fuss is all about, i have no idea. what exactly is the big deal anyway? he already told you he had major exams, and you can also see for yourself, that he has also posted his exam timetables. to say that he is avoiding you, to kick up such a major fuss, to get all your gay friends to post about him, now that is truly sad. you want to post? post it openly then. if you guys keep saying that he's a pussy for hiding behind the computer screen, post names then. i dare you. dont want to? i'll start then.
first on the list would be

-ethan.he's the guy who started the whole 'omg you're avoiding me cause im bisexual!*kicks up fuss, tells all his gay friends* everyone starts posting. now here's the guy who made friends with J first. he's also the guy with the poorest command of english i have ever come across.dont believe me? here's an extract from his blog
"i can jus said that wat u tink ish totally ish a boy not a man yetif u are full of secure no one will leave u de !!! go train up ur secure first bah uh !gosh !!!
not going to said so much of ur thing on my blog ! cause it make me piss off !buai pathetic spoil brat !
From : Ethan Chan. get thing right before u assume that person ish me.
FUCK U REALLY BERI BERI MUCH !!! PUAI.HIGH CLASS PEOPLE ?
HAAS JOKES !!"
dont get it? me either.hang on, let me train up my 'secure first

next up on the list would be his best friend?
-falend (no, that is his name supposedly. not a slang for the word 'friend') what has this guy got to do with it? i have no idea. but i guess he probably wanted a little action seeing as how his name isnt already ridiculous enough. words of wisdom from his blog,
"I'm pitying you.I won't be such a harm to you if you never brought up my name in the conversation and never ever compared me to your looser life! You will never and I mean NEVER be better than me.I must applause you for having such a big ego to say such thing.All I can tell you is you are fucking dumb cock! If you want to say about me, come talk to me straight! I'll meet you and let's settle this! There's no need for you to compare me and you behind my back."
this cock is a joker and i dont even know how he's involved. but i guess, maybe being a true blue beng, evident from his "come talk to me straight! I'll meet you and let's settle this!"sentence, he probably feels the need to support his BFF. in the end, its true that empty vessels do make the most noise.

then there is sebastian. here's what he said on his blog
"EH U THIS FUCKING NO BALLS FELLOW
IF YOU GOT BALLS DONT TALK BEHIND PEOPLE BACK
AND YOU'RE SUCH LOW LIFE MAN
SAYING FAKE THINGS ABOUT PEOPLE
OMG PLEASE TAKE A MIRROR AND LOOK AT YOURSELF
FIRST BEFORE SAYING WHAT IS UNTRUE LAH HOR
SO WHAT IF U R 'RICH', YOU AINT THAT RICH EITHER _l_
STOP SHOWING OFF MAN AND YOUR SUCH A HYPOCRITE
ACTING COOL , THINKING WHAT YOUR ALWAYS RIGHT
FUCK UR MOTHER CB HOLE LAH !!!
THINK BEFORE YOU SAY LAH, I MAY BE SCOLDING YOU
BEHIND THE COMPUTER BUT I HAVE LIMITS TO MY PATIENCE
YOU LET ME GO CRAZY I MAKE SURE U GO TO HELL MAN !! "
ah, the classic "your", "you're" mistake.he looks like a harmless guy from all his pictures, but it intrigues me...how is he gonna make me go to hell. voodoo? hahah joke.

these people think the world of themselves. they consider themselves manly, a man,simply by standing up for their 'brother' but you know what? if you guys were so manly, you'd come out of the closet and tell your parents the truth instead of staying in your little comfort zone, among your little friends who're also afraid to come out of the closet..
because im sure your parents have dreams of attending your wedding and getting to hold their grandchild someday.
if you have the balls to say "mum, dad, im gay, sorry,but i cant imagine myself getting married to a woman" then i salute you. otherwise, dont call yourself a man.

p.s : i have nothing against homosexuals. coming from an all girls school where homosexuality is as common as me getting Cs for chinese, im not homophobic, nor am i against gay marriage. i actually hold a lot of respect of them because it takes a lot of effort to keep the relationship going when the rest of the world is against you. but its dicks like those people mentioned, that really brings shame to the gay community. hiding behind all their masks, acting manly and yet only telling those people whom they think will keep their secret safe. that is just sad.

there. im done. if you really want to defame people,at least do it right douchebags.
oh, and just in case you cant comprehend the meaning of 'douchebag',

to put it simply:
offensive term: a highly offensive term that deliberately insults somebody’s appearance or character (taboo)
Microsoft® Encarta® Reference Library 2005. © 1993-2004 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 07:17:44 GMT

for honeystar,
hopefully this will tempt you to get well soon :D

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 15:21:19 GMT

today was supposed to be the finals for badminton for BRAG games.
but i decided not to bring my stuff cause i knew the outcome was gonna be crap
indeed it was. but in the end, i still ended up playing for BRAG, not badminton, but pingpongtabletennis.
as you can guess, we lost. i feel really bad because my partner was like, a school team player?
and as awesome as her skills are, it isnt enough to cover my noobcake ass as well. SORRY !!
i was a total noobcake at the game and also because the other players were merciless! D:
krystl shall stick to badminton.

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 04:54:54 GMT

ubin trip was a success.!
despite the numerous mosquito bites and the humid weather,
everyone bonded over coconuts and cameras :D
christmas outing next !!

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 16:31:19 GMT

BRAG games earlier on was kinda disappointing
its like..i was the only female player from SIT who showed up?
what the fuck people, if you wanna register, make sure you bloody hell show up.
last year wasnt that bad, the only gripe was that we lacked umpires and had to keep score ourselves.
this year, pfft. dont even talk about it.
i only played one match, women's doubles.
and i didnt even work up a sweat.
not to boast or anything, but it wasnt even a challenge.
why? because the players from the other school were the umpires as well.
and they didnt know how to play, much less keep score.
they had to play to prevent a walkover win because the other people from their school all 'fly aeroplane'
i think for 7th dec, im not even gonna bother to bring my shoes.
just my racquet would be enough. im not expecting much :/

anyway on a lighter note:
ubin with DIDM later, cant wait !
this is the first outing that is combining work and play :D

Wed, 02 Dec 2009 08:37:15 GMT

doesnt matter if you dont like me.
the feeling's mutual

Tue, 01 Dec 2009 13:39:00 GMT

rp's BRAG games are a complete flop.
and to think i thought last year was bad.
last year, we didnt have enough umpires,
those present, some didnt even know how to keep score
in the end, we had to keep score ourselves.

this year, it was even worse.
not only did the other schools not show up,
the schedule for the games werent even released,
the person in charge didnt even reply emails.
srsly rp, what the fuck.
dont hold such games for the sake of it if the response is gonna be this fucking poor.
i ended up playing table tennis instead of badminton.
and i have never played table tennis at all till today.
good thing is, we won.know why?
cause the other team sucked.
now i dont even know if i wanna continue bringing all my stuff for the rest of the week till season1 ends.
pfft. and to think i was so enthusiastic about the games too. zzz

oh! and guess what,
i just found out today that rp has a tabletennis ig :O
wow. okay im slow. hahah

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 03:07:08 GMT

ifeelcrushed.
i think im doing myself more harm than good.
some things are probably better left unknown.
"fall upon my knees, find a way to lie."
someone tell me what to do.
this insecure feeling wont go away.
everytime i try to get over it,
something happens and that same old feeling comes back.

im praying with all that i've got, that you arent lying to me.

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 02:28:55 GMT

server got itself in trouble" hahah
win.

Tue, 24 Nov 2009 13:27:23 GMT

truth be told, girls scare me.
because you never know when they're gonna bitch about you.
they can be smiling at you and talking about everything under the sun,
and before you know it......
when your back is turned......
the very same people who were laughing with you......
starts bitching about you.
zzz.

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 10:24:01 GMT

so tell me, when?

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 16:47:12 GMT

sunday

last day of AFA'09
must say i had a great time going all the way to suntec these past two days.
though the pushing and shoving, i could do without..
i swear, this kinda event trains your reaction time.
its like, when you see a cosplayer posing and if you arent fast enough,
some other asshole / photographer / geeky fanboy will just waltz in front of you, park there, and start snapping.
on saturday, i was really frustrated, cause i brought my 55-250mm lens instead of my 18-55mm.
so that meant me having to stand quite a distance away to shoot.
edmund was laughing at me cause i was having a hard time shooting.
(thanks ah you ass, never remind me to change lens :/ hahah )
so on the second day, i was smart, i brought both lens.
went there at about 6plus because SOMEONE went to sing karoke at a ktv
and ended going home around 7am+ and only woke up at about 3pm!
there wasnt anything much left, only the anisong concert which wasnt half bad.
but it was still too far for us to snap, so me and edmund ended up taking photos of the screens.
it was super epic cause the different lights used really threw off the white balance.
okay anyway photos are up on fb :D